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I went out into the hall to get away from the noice of the annoying class. The instant I was alone I could tell she was there, looking at me even though I couldn't look at her. Anna. She was a girl who I think died in a fire at my school in a hallway that hardly anyone goes down. Even though I couldn't see her didn't mean she wasn't there... She's aways been there even though no one has taken the time to look at her. I know she miss' her old life her family, her friends. . . Her sister who cared for her and morned her death the worst. She seemed to stare at me with a saddness that I could never quiet understand. I knew what she wanted. .  I

I see myself... Playing in the snow... throwing snow balls... Having the time of my life... With what feels like to me the love of my life..... Its a differant time...A differant place... I look slightly older..... Like I know what I'm doing.... I look at his face. Smile up at him.... It all seems so real to me... Like I've done this before.... But it can't be...The location isn't one I'd ever been to in this life.... His hair tied back in a leather strap. His eyes a peircing blue.... Its not who you would think..... You would think it was Zak... the one I keep saying is the love of my life..... Its not.... Its his polar oppisite. I see his F

I close my eyes and counted to ten. Its hard to believe that I have all this rage built up inside of me.. I'm not a violent person, I hate to fight. It's hard to control everything at once... Like how my father treats me like I'm nothing, or how my mother never lets me out of the house. I lay awake at night hoping and praying that I can get through all the hate and blame. I'm not a very religous person. I believe that anything is possible. Maybe a bit of us goes out into each god or goddess or devil. Like our sins go to hell, our good deeds go to what ever god they corispond with, and what ever is left goes to ghost form. what if that i